Thursday, April 26, 2012

A Failure I am :: Excuses I have not

I have not posted an update to this blog in several weeks because I have not been Staying On Track like I have wanted to and I have been ashamed because of it. Yes there are reasons as to why, all of which could have been avoided and in the foreseeable future I do not see it getting any better and my reasons as to why are listed below.

Birth Control :: As I mentioned I had the Implanon removed from my left arm and my body and hormones when haywire for a bit. I do not have any in my system currently and because of that I  feel sluggish most of the time and unmotivated. I need to get a new one in my system but it is going to take a couple of weeks before that happens.

Piercings :: Yes, I got my body pierced. Nose and belly. While the nose is healing nicely and not giving me hardly any problems the belly is and the more I move the worse it gets. I want my belly to heal up more before I do any amount of strenuous activity that way it doesn't get infected and I wont have to get it removed. I estimate I should be able to start working out again in about a month.

Weight :: I have started gaining a little bit of weight and I want to gain a little bit more before I return to the birth control that makes me loose weight because I know that it will happen very quickly. Once I have more meat on my bones I will work on toning the fatty areas.

I know these are not the best reasons and/or ideas but it is what I have decided to do for my own health and sanity. I will keep this blog and once I am active once again I will post to it. Until then I will be on hiatus waiting for the healing to happen and the weight to gain. Thank you all for understanding.